| | 15871 | | I fell in love with her or maybe just the idea of her and then she broke my heart and not once did I ever tell her I had feelings for her. The pain is completely my fault for rushing in and thinking I was being someone I’m not. On some level she knows that I care for her but not to the extent it was and still partiality is. I’ve come to realize she may never feel the way I do because she is surrounded by other men telling her how wonderful and funny and beautiful she is. I know she’s hurting and she covers it up and I just want to take care of her. A woman like her is impossible to find and I’ll keep fighting for her without vesting my entire heart until she’s ready because she does have feelings for me I’m normally not wrong, I think she just got scared. I think about her nonstop and I wish that would change so that if she never lets me I won’t get hurt again on some other level. Regardless of everything she has completely changed my life in so many ways. I’m sharing more of myself with the world now. She’s helped me discover parts of me that I thought were gone for ever. Maybe one day she’ll intiate the conversation before I do. My one wish is that I’d like to start over. I’m not who I was. | | | | |
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