| | 15857 | | I don't know why, but I'm not completely over this person tha t used to be in my life. It wasn't for very long, and we didn't know eachother for very long beforehand either, but for some reason I can't really stop thinking about her. It's really a recent thing too. I go through periods of being alright, then to thinking about her. It wasn't right how she treated me but then I go and start making excuses for her on account of her deeply troubled past. I should definitely stick up for myself more, even if someone has had a troubling life, it doesn't give them the right to treat me like a second class citizen. I have the right to my feelings, and she didn't give me tha t right. The truth is, after she broke up with me, she pushed for us being friends not for me, because it was obviously killing me, but more for her. In the end she got closure, and I didn't get anything.
I'm mad. Maybe I feel guilty about it because of the aforementioned tough life of this girl and that I shouldn't hate on someone who has had such a hard life, but not acknowledging that has been hurting me for a while.
It still wasn't right for her to do what she did, and I sseserve better than that. I deserve a better friend who actually cares about my well being. One whose actions match up to their words. | | | | |
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