| | 10036 | | I can never seem to see when i have a good thing. Im in a relationship of 1 year and 9 months with the best possible girl (im male, 18 she is slightly younger).
Even though she loves me so so deeply, and i love her, i cant seem to stop myself from wanting other girls. At the beginning of our relationship i just kissed other girls when i went out and got drunk but that led on to sleeping around and cheating while sober!
She certainly doesnt deserve me doing this as she has been the best thing to EVER happen to me. I could never admit this to her as it would destroy her and i dont want to hurt her.
Why o why cant i stop myself!? I often imagine us together forever, yet still do this to her! I have never cheated on someone before.
Tomorrow i am going to have to end it as its not fair on her, and i have ruined something brilliant. I just hope that i find someone else who will love me as much as her, and who i stay faithful to.
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