| | 10405 | | I figured I was never going marry or even have a long relationship, or if I was it was going to be decades off. I can't stand most humans, I hate the games women play and I don't think I've ever loved anyone in any capacity in my life. The closest thing to love I've had would be my parents and I feel admiration and gratitude toward them at most. So I quit my job and was preparing to go a route in which I would be alone and a few days later I meet this woman. We get along famously, have plenty in common and share the same core values. She also has a temper, can be irrational and annoying at times but overall she's wonderful. Now months later, she's decided I'm the one. Her plans include marriage, kids, pets, homes, steady jobs...while I wasn't sure I would survive to 30. I figured if I got that far without being killed I might have a chance at a "normal" life. I did a 9-5 job for a year and a half before I got sick of it, and that was a job I enjoyed doing. I don't know if I could live like she wants to. Yet I think I'm on to something good with her and I fear if I give it up I won't be able to find it again. Do I take the more assured life with her, even though it may not work, and hope to find happiness as a family man. Or do I bet it all on the deep desire to be powerful and respected even though it may not be the black paradise I imagine. | | | | |
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