| | 10530 | | Years of bottled up stress being semi-vented in dot-jot form:
-I'm following a career path that's way out of my league and doesn't even interest me all that much.
-I had sex for the first time about a month ago with a girl from school who apparently has had sex with a whole heap of other guys and I get made fun of daily for it, still.
-I was way too drunk to be deciding if I wanted to have sex with this girl at all, which I wouldn't have if I was sober
-It ended up lasting over an hour and a half and I never came
-I had sex with the girl knowing full well that I have mysterious lumps on my penis that may or may not be ectopic sebaceous glands
-I've had the lumps since I was 11 and have never seen a doctor or talked to anybody about it.
-I hate playing school sports too, but everyone at school will get mad at me if I don't try out because for some reason I'm good at sports.
-I've been wanting to quit my job for about half a year now but I don't want to because everyone there likes me and would be mad if I quit, the only reason i want to quit is because i don't have time for it but that doesn't matter, my life is crammed anally, hardly no room for fun.
-I feel like the world is forcing me to grow up way faster than I can handle.
-I have so many friends that I don't like, but I pretend to be nice to them every day
-I can suck my own penis but every time i do it i feel like shit, i don't know why i keep doing it
-I secretly don't want anyone to read this because i hate showing my feelings
-I'm absolutely positive i'm in love with a girl who i've only had about 2 decent conversations with, i want her everyday and it takes everything in my will to avoid thinking about her because it hurts knowing that she's not remotely interested in me, and even if she were i wouldn't work out because we're going to different schools in different parts of the country.
-I wish every day that i wasn't fucking high the first time i met her, she tried to talk to me and wanted to be a great friend of mine, but i couldn't take my eyes of the fucking t.v. and now we're nothing but acquaintances and i long for her every day. | | | | |
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