| | Thank you -- Message flagged. | | | 10288 | | MY dad is really pissing me off. I am at college, he is going to get rid of a car and replace it with something that I want to drive, IF I don't get a motorcycle. I REALLY want a motorcycle. he said that if I get a motorcycle before I graduate college, he will not let me have a car at all. which means I will just have a motorcycle which doesn't work in the snow so I'm screwed. I would have to buy a motorcycle and a car, which I cannot afford to do. FUCK HIM! I am so pissed right now, I don't know if I've ever been this pissed. ASSHOLE! | | | | | 10287 | | My thoughts on the night are somewhat conflicted as my attitude towards just about everything is to go at it alone, I rarely enjoy the company of others. But then I have also learned that in life there is only the experiences. All else comes to pass except for what you can remember of the good times you've had. Being at a time in my life where I'm trying to decide the direction and course of my existence on this Earth, and feeling as if I worked at any one thing I could become great at anything, I am continually confounded by the inherent problem that if you want to do X and experience X to the fullest, you have to forgo experience Y. To do one thing you must sacrafice another. The worldly experience of a very small slice of life that comes with devotion of that life to that particular endevour can not be reached without forgoing all else. We are forced to pick and choose what we experience. Such a pity, as there is so very much out there...life times worth of experiences in just one tiny corner of life. You hear of one tiny little thing, look into it and there is an entire world built around this one tiny little thing. | | | | | 10283 | | I am haunted by that which I cannot change. | | | | | 10282 | | A lot of the time I think that being dead wouldn't be so bad. I'm not going to kill myself but if I got in a massive accident or something I don't think it would be such a bad thing. I also think its weird that I don't care whether I live or die. | | | | | 10281 | | I hate that I do everything for attention. I hate that I replay bad memories over and over in my mind like a broken record. I hate that Im afraid and insecure. I hate a lot of things, but I never change them. I hate that too. | | | | | 10280 | | i did some thing very bad and i feel like i'll always regret it | | | | | 10279 | | I think I have finally killed my demons. | | | | | 10278 | | he looks at me like i am the only one he will hold for the rest of his life...
yet inside i think i am longing to be free.... | | | | | 10277 | | I'm very tired of my life. It seems that no matter what I do - I always end up hurting people; me, my wife, my friends. I've been suicidal for a long time. I'm taking drugs to help with my depression and they have killed my sex drive. Yet everytime I look around, I see some woman that I'd like to have sex with. If a store clerk so much as SMILES at me, then I fall in love with her. I fall in love a million times a day. My wife is always questioning every little thing about me. I wish I had the balls to leave her. But I'm stuck in this life, and I just want to die. I'm in love with one former co-worker, as well as a couple of current co-workers. And all I want to do is just hurt myself so that I'll stop feeling like this. I'm doing some really evil things on the internet, too - trying to trap other guys like me - trying to spread unhappiness everywhere. What can I do to stop this??????
| | | | | 10276 | | I love the idea of crossdressing. I recently bought 4 pairs of high heels. Whenever I wear them, I feel strangly comfterble. When I don't I want to wear them. My close female friend told me "its called finding who you really are" and it warmed my heart so much to know she accepts me for who I really am | | |
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