| | Thank you -- Message flagged. | | | 10265 | | i know it cant last, but I cant break it off. the indecision is killing me. | | | | | 10264 | | I feel like I have an old soul. I have classic and almost forgotten morals. Everyone around me doesn't seem to have them anymore. I look at myself and wonder why I wait or why I stay pure. It's hard sometimes. Especially late at night. I lay in bed wanting to cuddle with someone. To be rocked asleep. To be comforted in the middle of the night when I can't sleep.
It's hard to sleep most nights now. I wake up crying and shaking from the lonliness. I remember what I dreampt about and it only makes me cry longer. In my dreams everyone hates me and says that they don't love me. My rents disown me saying that they should have chosen someone else (I'm adopted). It's a horrific feeling that no one should feel, but I feel it more often than I would like. It's alsmot like I miss lying with someone in bed even though I never have. That I've lived this past life with someone for so long and now I've lost him and I have to wait for him again. If that's the case though then I'm willing to wait.
It's weird to think that though...it's not something I usually would believe. I don't believe in much really except what I see and what I feel. [shrugs] Oh well it keeps me alive. | | | | | 10262 | | The cycle of self destruction and hate is endless but yet I grow stronger after each battle...maybe someday my war with myself will end. | | | | | 10261 | | I keep leading on all these guys just so I get attention. Then I get rid of each guy once another better looking one comes along. | | | | | 10260 | | i really really hate my parents....how can they expect me to do what they say when i disagree completely? this goes beyond normal teenager/parent disagreements...i really hate them..what can i do? | | | | | 10259 | | i hate how everyone needs to tell me shit that i dont want to hear. i'll listen but dont be mad when i have nothing to say. | | | | | 10258 | | i think that i am in love with my best friend. our friendship has been a roller coaster. we both liked each other at one time or another but now it is at the point where i can't be around him with out wanting to be close with him. it is kind of like in chasing amy... accept he's not gay. | | | | | 10257 | | There is so much in life to do, I'm want to experience so much but you have to sacrafice 90% of what you could do just so you can do one thing. I hate that. I've wasted so much time and it seems like there is so little left. | | | | | 10256 | | It hurts so bad just to think about it but I have to do what is right. It would be so easy just to forget about them out there and let them rot but I can't. I could never face myself again. | | | | | 10255 | | I forgot about them for two days. Now they're gone. I'm such an idiot, I can't do anything right without screwing something else up. | | |
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