| | 10264 | | I feel like I have an old soul. I have classic and almost forgotten morals. Everyone around me doesn't seem to have them anymore. I look at myself and wonder why I wait or why I stay pure. It's hard sometimes. Especially late at night. I lay in bed wanting to cuddle with someone. To be rocked asleep. To be comforted in the middle of the night when I can't sleep.
It's hard to sleep most nights now. I wake up crying and shaking from the lonliness. I remember what I dreampt about and it only makes me cry longer. In my dreams everyone hates me and says that they don't love me. My rents disown me saying that they should have chosen someone else (I'm adopted). It's a horrific feeling that no one should feel, but I feel it more often than I would like. It's alsmot like I miss lying with someone in bed even though I never have. That I've lived this past life with someone for so long and now I've lost him and I have to wait for him again. If that's the case though then I'm willing to wait.
It's weird to think that though...it's not something I usually would believe. I don't believe in much really except what I see and what I feel. [shrugs] Oh well it keeps me alive. | | | | |
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