| | 10273 | | lately i ahve really been depressed and cutting myself agian. my friends keep asking me if i am cutting and i keep on denying it. i dont know why i do it. it just helps the pain to subside. i really should stop, but i cant help it. there are worse things i could be doing right? | | | | | 10272 | | Have I really stopped this time? | | | | | 10271 | | my gf is afraid of sex and anything sexual b/c she was a victim of knowing a guy with a little girl fetish...that mofo screwed her up and I REALLY hope I never meet him... | | | | | 10270 | | I'm spending so much money on this car its stupid. I know I'm going to regret it eventually, this whole thing is going to cost me like $15,000 in parts plus the 10k I spent on the car. You could do so much with that money. Invest it in something. 20k in a good long term mutual fund, don't touch it, you could be a millionaire when you retire and live off nothing but the interest. What the hell is wrong with me? Half the reason I'm doing all this work and spending all this money is so people I never have met will be impressed. Who cares what they think? I better get the car together quick before I tear it down and spend 25 grand doing nothing but engine work. 20 years from now will it really matter that I once owned a 700hp car? What if I played the market with the money and made 100 mil or something? Who knows what I could do instead of this? It just better be worth it. | | | | | 10269 | | I made my sister touch my dick when she was 8 and i was 15 and i made her think that i was sleeping and it was all her fault. | | | | | 10268 | | Is it wrong to bite your fingernails and throw them over the cubicle wall at a co-worker........
I don't hate the kid, I'm just a dickhead. | | | | | 10267 | | I dont know why divulging is so satisfying. It makes no sense to me at all...and yet, I persist. | | | | | 10266 | | I keep getting the feeling he is cheating on me... | | | | | 10265 | | i know it cant last, but I cant break it off. the indecision is killing me. | | | | | 10264 | | I feel like I have an old soul. I have classic and almost forgotten morals. Everyone around me doesn't seem to have them anymore. I look at myself and wonder why I wait or why I stay pure. It's hard sometimes. Especially late at night. I lay in bed wanting to cuddle with someone. To be rocked asleep. To be comforted in the middle of the night when I can't sleep.
It's hard to sleep most nights now. I wake up crying and shaking from the lonliness. I remember what I dreampt about and it only makes me cry longer. In my dreams everyone hates me and says that they don't love me. My rents disown me saying that they should have chosen someone else (I'm adopted). It's a horrific feeling that no one should feel, but I feel it more often than I would like. It's alsmot like I miss lying with someone in bed even though I never have. That I've lived this past life with someone for so long and now I've lost him and I have to wait for him again. If that's the case though then I'm willing to wait.
It's weird to think that though...it's not something I usually would believe. I don't believe in much really except what I see and what I feel. [shrugs] Oh well it keeps me alive. | | |
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