| | 10327 | | I have so much potential to love someone. But I can not find anyone that does not piss me off and annoy me, to say nothing of being able to love me and I her. I am so lonely. Sometimes I would almost be willing to die for simple human contact. I want nothing more than just to hold a warm feminine body in my arms. But I keep cutting myself off from any human interaction. The more I crave to be with others the farther away I push myself from them. And I know exactly why. It is because I also crave power. The power to kill. To inflict pain. I know where to get this power. And it pushes me even farther away from everyone else. It may take away any chance I have at love. It may kill me. But after living such a life, one of death and destruction, devoid of any love for or from anyone, is it even worth being alive? Are you even human any more? | | | | |
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