| | 15907 | | Well ... its not mid september 2021 and i did not too bad not thinking about you for a while - well i thought about you but i didn't creep you. I wonder if anyone even knows I write this and what they might think? Do they think that my longing is sweet and endearing because ( i hope) its obvious that i am harmless and not wanting to cause you trouble or concern or do they think i'm a psycho about to break loose. I assure you, not a psycho about to break loose. I broke your heart, and my own i guess, and the very last thing i want to do is cause you any kind of misery. It took a lot, but i found you and i love seeing you and hearing your voice. thats all. i miss you sjb. you said to me in one of your very last emails, 'i don't understand what you want.' i don't even know if i knew then, but I know now. I want you to know that i do now, and did then, care. you were never sport, some girl ... i think i'd like you to know that now 9 years later, i long for you, and wish we were friends. i wish i could participate in your life. post comments. make you laugh. let you know ... i told you i'd never love you. i told you that to protect myself and you. don't love me, it's pointless. well ... you were able to kick me to the curb, and i'm in love with you and it's been 9 years of unrequited love. maybe one day you'll know and maybe one day knowing will make you feel better. great bunny mask. | | | | |
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