| | 10337 | | I thought I had at least the next few years of my life planned out. How everything was going to work and it was all going to be perfect. I've been living by the plan for a few months and already it has made me more lonely than I have ever been. I have only brief, impersonal contact with other humans. The things that were supposed to fill that gap have been exhausted quickly and almost bring more pain than relief. I have this image of who I want to be and with every step I take towards that goal I only end up more lonely and dwelling more on that goal. It's everything I wish I was and everything I think about but all it seems to do is bring more pain into my life. Is this a sign that I should look for something else or is it just the trials of hardship required for such lofty goals? | | | | |
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