| | 10344 | | There is this girl who I know likes me. Its so obvious its hard to watch. Especially since I have no interest in her. She's not ugly but not attractive either. Bland personality, no idea how to talk and interact with people. And she tries too hard to be friendly. It's nothing personal, she's a loser. That sounds contradictory but I think it makes sense. Some people are just losers. Anyway, when I run into her she tries to start up a conversation and I usually barely aknowledge that she exists. Sometimes I just outright ignore her, pretend to be making a call or something. And she just tries harder. Its so pathetic. I know its bad to do that instead of just flat out telling her that I have no interest in being around her in any way but I just can't rationalize putting forth the effort. I just really don't care about her at all.
It's even more pathetic because that she hangs around a girl that I am interested in, one who is not only beautiful and athletic but witty and charming as well. Its even harsher because I met her through the lame girl. The few times we've all been together, the two of us almost completely ignore her, throwing a few token comments her direction in some half-hearted attempt to make her feel included. It's mean but I just can't seem to care. Like right now I'm thinking about if she read this and knew it was me or related this post to her feelings or whatever. I picture her crying. And I still don't give a rats ass. | | | | |
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