| | 10439 | | So I was excited. I was chillin with this girl. I just started a new job and she had just started about a week before me. I'm really feelin' her. She's good lookin and fuckin awesome. She has a couple of flaws but doesn't everybody? I know I do. Anyway...thats not the point. We've been hanging out a lot and we've fooled around a couple of times. Today I heard her talking on the phone to her friend who was hosting a shindig that we went to tonight and she started talking kinda funny. I had a strange feeling that she was talking about me. She said something along the lines of "I don't want to ruin what he's got goin for him" and
"please don't let that come up tonight... ...thanks." Then at the party, she was telling her friends about this date that she is having this saturday. Someone she went to high school with. "his arms are this big" she said while holding her hands about 8 inches apart. Captain of the baseball team, etc. you get the idea. So what do I do? I get another beer. I heard her talking about the dude randomly texting her earlier in the day but I didn't know they were going on a date. fuck this. I don't even know why I'm obsessing over this so much. She thinks she's not good enough for me. She even told me this. I responded with something along the lines of "fuck that shit." I just don't know what to do. This whole shit is driving me to drink. I never really drank that much until I turned 21 and got this new job. Now I feel like I drink like an alcoholic. I can easily go without the booze, I just always end up drinking it. Fuck all this...I need to stop obessing over this girl.
Give me another beer.
no...fuck that...I'm going to sleep. | | | | |
| | To help keep this site from becoming a piece of poop, please help weed out the bad/fake posts. If you think this post is not valid according to our rules, please flag it below.
Flag This Message
|
